How do I go on without you?

In this space of remembrance and reflection, we grapple with the profound questions that arise in the wake of loss. How do we navigate a world forever changed by the absence of a loved one? This page is dedicated to exploring the challenges of moving forward, of rediscovering joy, and of honoring the indelible mark left by Ethan's extraordinary life. May it offer solace and guidance as we learn to carry on.

The questions that linger

Waking up feeling okay, only to be met with a cascade of questions as the day ends. These questions echo the depth of our love and the void left behind:

  • How do i move on after loving you so much?
  • How do i laugh with my gutt again like you would make me?
  • How do i dance again?
  • How do i eat without thinking of you?
  • How do i carry on like a huge part of my heart wasn't ripped out of my chest?
  • How do i forget the past three years and all the pain that you endured?
  • How do i forget that last day?
  • How do i wake up remembering you're no longer physically here?
  • How do i accept this reality?

Finding grace in grief

As we navigate the complexities of grief, let us remember Ethan's grace, his unwavering spirit in the face of adversity. His life, though marked by challenges, was a testament to joy, love, and the power of human connection. May we find strength in his example to carry on, to laugh again, and to embrace life with the same passion he embodied.

Remembering ethan

While the pain of loss may linger, so too does the beauty of Ethan's memory. Let us hold onto the moments of laughter, the shared experiences, and the love that will forever bind us. Visit the other pages on this site to further celebrate his life and legacy: In loving memory of my beautiful boy, Ethan Alexander Louis, My Heart, 10/28/2025, Ethan's Favorite Christian Song Grace to Grace Song, Simple Thoughts, Hurts to think about you but love it, The morning silence, What was Osteosarcoma to us?, Love against the odds. Written by Jackie, Ethan’s girlfriend..